tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-469048809457934471.post1163276008963980848..comments2023-05-21T01:25:48.288-07:00Comments on my pomes: textsecretchibihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04057254432881300348noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-469048809457934471.post-50375953433879204182008-11-04T12:00:00.000-08:002008-11-04T12:00:00.000-08:00i found so many of my own secrets in this batch th...i found so many of my own secrets in this batch that it scares me. i didn't realize they were mine. I feel free.Rileyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16396761251450802017noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-469048809457934471.post-61285351529526305792008-10-27T18:46:00.000-07:002008-10-27T18:46:00.000-07:00I have spent the last 9 months or so losing weight...I have spent the last 9 months or so losing weight and finally doing really well. I'm learning to not only become comfortable with who I am but also being comfortable in my own skin. Of all the things that go on in my mind there has always been that one issue that always pops up and that is the men in my life. I tend to not think about it because clearly i have other things to think about at this point but like i text in...I am scared that I still won't be good enough for guys even once I do get to some skinny number on the scale but then I read the following text you posted:<BR/><BR/>"i was a size 14 the year i got engaged. i’m a size 6 now. i shrank a size every year. i’ve never been happy with any size i’ve been, but i was prettier when i had the courage to be ‘the fat girl."<BR/><BR/>I'm a few pounds shy of being a size 14 and to think that this may be the prettiest I ever feel is scary. I'd like to think that the smaller i get the better ill feel and in turn the prettier I'll feel but what if that doesn't turn out to be the case. Will being smaller make me any happier? At the end of this, I know I won't be the same girl I am now so I look forward to meeting that girl. I just hope I like that girl is everything I think she is! Losing weight is so much more than anyone will ever know unless they truly go through it because in essence you are completely transforming and reinventing yourself along this journey.<BR/><BR/><BR/>sorry for rambling...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com