14.4.09

  • this sucks, all of my friends have a date to jr. prom. i’m the only one going solo. / i wish i could find a guy who didn’t judge on looks and actually got to know me. it kills me that people like my niece, who is a slut, can find guys and i can’t.
  • i need you more than ever. come here.
  • all of the secrets about incest disgust me. but they also turn me on.
  • i went to tijuana with a bunch of friends and we all went to see the donkey show. afterward we all talked about how disgusted we were but i was so turned on i couldn’t wait to get home to my dog!
  • i’m a couple of images from being the happiest ever. i’m a couple of images from ending it all.
  • for the first time in years i am truly happy. you’ve made me feel better about myself and have given me a good reason to wake up every morning with a smile on my face. thank you.
  • i’m wanting a cigarette. / you were the best thing i ever did have, until you turned your back and never looked back.
  • i’ve never met the boy that loves me.i don’t like how much control and impact he has on my life. / i’m sick of being alone. i just want to find that special someone and stick with them forever and ever.
  • two more months, then my sister graduates. the next day we are moving to a new town and setting up new lives as husband and wife. i love her so much!
  • i read a song he wrote and i’m pretty sure he wrote it for me. thing is, lately we haven’t been talking. the chorus said he loved me.
  • my best friend is jealous that i’m finally happy and now is an asshole all the time. / it’s really stupid how people are so self centered that they think i have nothing better to do than talk about them and their life. fuck that.
  • i take my mom’s prescription pain medication hoping it will heal the mental pain. it never does. but It makes the physical pain feel real good.
  • why can’t i ever just meet a cute amazing boy? do i not deserve to be happy?
  • today (april 12th) my best friend said we’re done. i can’t stop crying.
  • i will choose you over her in a heartbeat, but i don’t think i’m going to get that chance.
  • i would have been so happy with you.
  • my boyfriend broke up with me because i live too far away. a week later he got another girlfriend. she lives in the same city i do.
  • when i send in a secret, i know that you’ll be able to figure out which one is mine. it’s strangely comforting.
  • my mom sneaks into my room when i’m jerking off. she doesn’t know that i know.
  • i would give anything to make you happy.
  • i keep telling myself only two more years until i can get out of this hellhole but the truth is i don’t think i can last much longer.
  • i’ve been in love. it’s not it’s not worth the pain. i never want to fall in love again. i’d rather be alone for the rest of my life.
  • my friends don’t realize how well my plan is going. the only one who is going to hurt when it happens is me.
  • i’ve been drunk for two weeks straight. i’m going on three and i really don’t know what to do.