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• flectere si nequeo superos, acharaeronta move bo.
• my insides haven’t been hurting for a while now. i kind of miss the pain.
• truth is i don’t want to share any of it. i wanna save it all for myself and get a feeling like no other. / i wish i could tell him that i know about her and i just wish he would know that it’s tearing me apart even if i don’t show it. / sometimes i just want my secrets everywhere, shout them out to the world, let everyone know the real me, tell my best. but i’m too afraid of being judged again. / i wish i was as happy as everyone believes.
• i used to fantasize about dr. frank-n-furter, from ‘rocky horror’, and myself. i think his fishnets and his corset are sexy.
• i’ve had sex with my father in the same room as we were.
• everyone around me is starting to hate me. they don’t know i’m doing this on purpose so they won’t miss me when i’m gone.
• i am in love. i know my dad. i hate wow. i’m adopted. i don’t get hurt a lot. i am a liar. i know that. too bad no one else does.
• i think i’m in love with my best friend. i was having sex with my fwb and i was thinking about my best friend the whole time. but my bestie is gay. what do i do? / i’m afraid you’ve left too many times for us to be ok again.
• i wish we were close enough to ask you why. maybe someday?
• a psychic told my mom that in the month of march i’ll start to see that i’m pretty much over him. so why do i have this nagging feeling that he’s cheating on me?
• i killed myself on february 5 but they revived me. now, every fifth day of a new month, i’m sure i will have that craving to finally be free, again.
• i would give anything to marry him right now. i hate being underage.
• the more we talk the more i want you back in my life forever. / how come every guy in the world can see me but he can’t?
• i was never really alive. / i know i’m getting fat because when the bus went down bumpy roads my thighs jiggled too.
• when i read, ‘a relationship is two people equally needing each other’, i instantly become afraid that i might be needing my girlfriend more than she needs me.
• i really want to develop an eating disorder so i can be skinny for once.
• sometimes i wish you would really just drop dead. you were my all at one point and look at it now you sold me out with your new fake attitude and your new fake life. i know you miss me so stop fighting it and let go. you’ll never know how much i hate but how much i care for you.
• i can’t stand my best friend’s parents. every time i see them i want to tell them what assholes they are to her, but i never do.
• it has been over two years but i still love him more and more everyday. i never expected this but it is more than welcome.
• i kinda wish sexual orientation was contagious.
• she thinks spandex count as underwear. she’s disgusting.
• i wish pokemon were real.
• he would love me if my name were mary jane – i hope he quits smoking and maybe be my best friend again, not a memory.
• he’s ok with my other boyfriend as long as we don’t go beyond making out. we already have. i’ve wanted him since high school and i wasn’t missing my chance. / i love my eating disorder. / i’m taking my boyfriend’s deployment as an opportunity to dive more completely into my eating disorder.
• i’m falling in love with someone i never met but i talk to her all day everyday.
• i hate it when she hugs him in front of me because she knows i like him and it’s really annoying and i can’t stand it.
• everybody sees it as a bad thing but him cheating showed me he cared. not because i cried countless nights to sleep from being torn into pieces or because every part in my body aches like there’s no tomorrow whenever i think about it but because of what he did afterwards to change, for me.
• writing is the only thing i can count on anymore. it’s what keeps me from killing myself. i wish i could do this for a living.