textsecret

• i check postsecret and textsecret every week hoping to find a message from you. it’s been more than a year and i still hate you for what you did to me but i wish you would come back to me.
• i’m sure you really don’t care but if you opened your eyes for one second you’d realize you’ve loved me since we met. that’s why those girls never work out. / i love you because you know me better than anyone else. i told you i loved you platonically and you said i know you love me both ways. i knew you’d say that we…. / as soon as i think you’ve finally got a grasp on it you say something that makes me cry. i’ve lost everyone. you’re my last hope. / i worry that i’m bi-polar because sometimes i just want to shoot somebody for no particular reason.
• my plan is to leave when i turn 18 which is two years away but i know i need to finish school but i don’t think i can last an longer. i’m barely hanging on as it is.
• i think i’m falling in love with you and it should be the greatest thing that’s ever happened to me but i’m afraid it’ll never work out.
• i would trade all of the luxury items i have to not feel lonely anymore. / i wish someone would recognize how fake my smile and laughs are. / i’m ashamed of being bi-sexual.
• when i turn 21 i plan on running away and leaving everything behind. honestly, i think everyone would be much better off without me. / i think i’m meant to be alone. i lose anyone that i get close to and never hold on to those who don’t leave. / i just let go of the person who still holds my heart. oddly enough i’m not sad about it. instead i feel free and finally in control of my life.
• your little brother is really cute. even though he’s two years younger, i want to date him when he’s older. / i’m so tired of those stupid games we play. please break up with me for real this time. it would make everything so much easier.
• i’m falling for you way too quickly. i need someone to catch me this time. i only hope you’re falling for me too.
• i want us to be like we were before sex. i want you to want me.
• i’m going to be a senior and i have no idea where i’m going to go in life and i would much rather die than have to choose. / i’d have to say that my two biggest fears in life are not being able to find love and becoming financially unstable. just like my mom. / sometimes i just want to take a hot lighter and burn it into my leg. mainly to see what it would be like. but maybe it can relieve me of the emotional pain. / i wish he would think more of me but what can i do… / i’m waiting to meet someone who knows how i feel and doesn’t just feel sympathy towards me but has been/is going through what i am.
• i never felt less beautiful than i do right now. / i wish she would quit getting herself into these situations. she deserves so much better.
• i can’t wait for the day when i wake up next to you.
• my ex-best friend hates me and i’m tempted to tell people all of the shit i know about her and all the things she has said about all of her close friends to me. she’s a fucking terrible person and i can’t wait for her constant lies and manipulation to catch up with her.
• i wish i had someone to talk me out of throwing up but i could never tell any of my friends. hate feeling so lonely.
• i know i’m a goddamn piece of work but i am so happy that you’re still here. / is it so bad that all i ask is that you show me more affection? your “i love you came too late. i don’t know who i’m more sorry for – you or myself.
• i tell him that i don’t trust him but it’s really me that i don’t trust.
• i wish that he would talk to me but i know i fucked up things for good and i can’t do anything to change that. / hoping i’m just imagining the lump i can feel in my breast. i’m only 16. is breast cancer possible at my age? i’m not ready to die. / i never wanted to drink my life away more than i do right now. fuck…
• today i ran into him after a long time of not seeing him. i thought i was over him but i guess i’m not.
• i can’t stand myself most days.
• i’m always afraid that when i’m not with you you’re cheating on me.
• i’ve never felt as sad as i do right now. i don’t know why i put myself through this just to wait around for nothing to happen. i love you but i hate myself.
• there hasn’t been a day for the past three years that i haven’t thought about killing myself. i’ve never told anyone because don’t think i’m worth the argument.
• i want talking about your cheating to make it better or easier but really it just makes it even harder for me to believe you when you tell me i’m beautiful.
• he tried to break me but he didn’t. he couldn’t. i’m too strong and i have too many amazing people behind me.
• during the times when i feel like ending it all, the only thing that stops me is the thought of how my father would feel. i love you daddy.
• wearing thongs doesn’t make me a slut. being a slut makes me a slut.
• we all took a trip together this weekend. i’ve never felt more left out of a group. / i saw your secret here. it made me sad but i’m glad i saw it. it’s the only news i’ve heard of you in six weeks.
• i’m scared because i don’t know what’s going to happen when you leave for school. you have a hard time living on your own but i don’t. i’m not saying that i want to continue my life without you because i don’t but i just don’t want to grow too far apart that you don’t need me anymore. / chicks before dicks my ass! and you thought my boyfriend took all of my time. your boyfriend is taking all of your time!
• i wish people did not love me so i can do things and then not have to worry.
• i’m slowly drowning in my own realization of life. i’ve pretended for too long that i’m happy with who i am. i’m not. i’m ready to give up.
• i know you think dumping you because of your coke addiction was ridiculous but i couldn’t be with someone who reminded me of my past.
• the only thing that keeps me from cutting is having to actually talk to my parents again.
• my boyfriend is going out of town tomorrow night for work. i hate when he does because he goes out to the bars. i trust him but i’m so insecure. what if he finds someone better than me? i’m 8 weeks pregnant and don’t know how to calm myself down ever.
• i finally left you after 3.5 years of bullshit. i’m sleeping with your best friend now and have never been happier. i can’t wait until we tell you.
• i tell my friend she can mess around with my ex-boyfriends even though i am so in love with them.
• i ran away for the weekend with a boy who thought he was gay. then he didn’t. he said he loved me. we had sex. now he’s gay again. but i lied to him about my dad hitting my because i didn’t want him to know that i cut myself and that the random guys i was sleeping with were the ones bruising me. / i’m a girl that’s in love with my old best girl friend. she’s bi and i’m only bi for her. i like other boys, just not girls. i want her.
• i’m setting you free. i don’t deserve you. i deserve better!
• i haven’t had meaningful sex in almost two years. i’ve slept with six guys since then and i want to have someone that wants to have sex with me because i mean something to them. i want love again.